Mee Cup addiction~

I cannot even remember when was the last time I had mee cup.

I only knew it was during secondary.....

I dunno why but the mee cup is so addictive nowadays~~~

I already had 3 cups in just one week. (This is what happen when you're working for an instant noodle company~ LOL.)

Gosh~~~I'm getting more and more MSG inside my body lately and all these needs to be put to a stop~ HELPPPPPPPP~~~~~~

My crazy food crave-ness is getting way out of control this month.

有种朋友，喜欢却不动情.

男生说..
有种女生让我很喜欢，却不忍动情..

跟那种女生在一起时，会有种温暖的感觉，那感觉并不出自激情的感动，而是来自于彼此心灵的了解。 真的，跟那种女生在一起时，你不会当你自己是个男生，你们只是圣洁的分享，彼此心中的感动和心灵的交会，没错，当你发现她的心和你是如此贴近时，常会想给她个结实的拥抱，但当接触的一瞬间，相视一笑，有些东西是比爱情更珍贵的..

这种女生当女朋友是种浪费，我害怕她做的我女朋友后,我必须每天守着电话等着她的声音出现，我害怕我必须说些黏腻的话哄她，更加害怕现实的束缚，会限制住纯洁的心..

这种女生，我真的好喜欢，但我不动情，爱她，但遥遥的守护着她，喜欢她，却不占有她。这种感觉真棒，既不用为情所困，为她的行为控制自己喜怒哀乐，又能享有心灵的交融..

有很多人都为交不到女朋友所苦， 但有女朋友真的很好吗?
与其狂烈的追求，相恋如蜜，还不如交个好朋友，淡淡的，却很甘美..

女生说…
有一些男生，很令我动心，但不动情， 怎么说呢？
因为他们给我的感觉像朋友，真正的朋友..

我可以和他们很坦诚的谈论彼此的爱情观、婚姻观, 以及种种的人生问题。在他们面前， 我会忘记自己是女生，就不会撒娇、嫉妒、耍心眼， 我和他们各站在天平的两端..

我们可以一同看电影、郊游回来， 在车站挥挥手，各自去等自己的车，走自己的路。 这种感觉好极了！
我觉得自己很有尊严，人的尊严。 信不信？

跟这些男生相处在一起,甚至比跟同类的女生相处来的愉快。 女生的聚会，是黏稠稠的，像一锅浓粥，温暖在胸，但是吃多了会撑，一眨眼又饿，而且很多女生都为情所困，谈来谈去总是心有千千结，别人管也管不完..

跟这些男生相处，就像一同温一壶月光的酒！是给彼此的心灵加养料，让彼此潜在的才能发酵，挥发灵魂的芳香。真的，这些男生所散发出来的生命活力，深深感动着我。 我很惊讶，他们不必从文字、故事的迷林披荆斩棘，就能一眼洞穿人生的奥秘，甚至开始为旁边的同行者掌灯。就能一眼洞穿人生的奥秘，甚至开始为旁边的同行者掌灯。能结交有智能、理想与热情的朋友，是人一生莫大的幸福吧..

我是这样着迷于他们高贵的气质， 也感谢他们把我当「朋友」看待，不因为我是女生，就随便说些甜言蜜语来哄我，或者根本不睬我..

如果，追求人生的伴侣也必须如此相知相惜，那我实在「舍不得」把这些男生当成男朋友。我害怕一旦变成男女朋友，我就会计较他不送我回家、他不说些好听的动心话，他宁可送我「尼采与上帝」也不送一朵小花.. 我还担心从此他只要我乖乖的陪在一旁，微笑地看他在众人间侃侃而谈；我发问的机会都没有，遑论有所质疑..

似乎两人之间只要渗入感情元素，气氛就不一样了..
比如去看一场好电影，有几对情侣在互相依偎陶醉之余, 还能正襟危坐的讨论那场电影的成就？ 在无声胜有声的时刻，那实在太无趣了。 何况，男女朋友总会呕气，甚至最后各奔前程，这就更无趣了. 爱情消逝，友情也跟着淡漠。说什么「我们仍然是好朋友」，都是鬼话 就算这不是一厢情愿找台阶下，而是双方共同的心愿，这心愿也太残忍一点，何苦把自己逼到那么窘迫的境地！

分手而后重逢，能说些什么呢？
「纵使相逢应不识」 尤其是当对方的身边又多个人的时候。
对这些男生，我的确是心动而不敢、不忍动情..
唯恐不小心逾越分际，徒惹一身烦恼..

当然，偶而会有那么几剎那，会情不自禁、悄悄地流露爱慕之意，
他感觉到了，我也感觉到了，但是握手的瞬间也只是轻微的感觉，
当我们抬头再看看澄澈的天空， 以及对望彼此无私的眼眸..

我们知道︰
有些东西会比爱情恒久，更值得我们追求..

这种默契，是属于男女私情之外的，我如此相信。 男朋友或是丈夫，都是另一个封闭而完整的圆，对我这个圆来说，可能是相交、相切或重叠，甚至根本在另一个空间，八竿子也打不着的。无论如何，我在他面前，还是要保持一个圆的形状，把自己扎成一个花球，随着爱情的频率跳动..

这种默契，是属于男女私情之外的，我如此相信..
可是在这些男生、这些朋友面前，我却可以松开五花大绑，成为一条无限延长的直线，因为不用费心去画一个圆，或是费心去和另一条直线相交叉， 我们只是各自奔跑，志同道合就彼此吸引， 成为两条，甚至一组平行直线，也许不属于同一个平面， 但是彼此知道、看得见、互相扶持、互相敬重。

我期求这样的友情，这样的男生令我动心而不动情..

Jar Of Hearts ='(

Dear Heart,

Why are you feeling so emo these few days?

*sigh*

I dunno but this song has been constantly replaying in my playlist and I loved it.

A Year Without Rain ♥

Gosh~~~~

After so loooooong, I only realized this song was sung by Selena Gomez~ (WHAT~?)

This was one of the songs I used to listen to over and over again.

Only today at this moment I actually watch the MV and listen to every words in the song lyric.

Surprisingly, I love Selena Gomez =)

She is a very gorgeous Mexican American + Italian mixed piece~

This song just suit me so well~ and I love everything in this MV~

Her long wavy hair...her maxi dress...her eyes....her cute pouty little lips....

urgh~ that's totally what I wanted to look like~

Sandara Park ♥

I love Sandara's look in 2NE1's "lonely" MV.

I love perm and I dunno why I suddenly missed my old one~

I'm gonna keep my hair long and hopefully have this look for the next CNY? =)

经典 爱情名句 ♡ ♥ Famous Love Quotes

(1) I love you not because of who you are,
but because of who I am when I am with you..
(1) 我爱你，不是因为你是一个怎样的人，
而是因为我喜欢与你在一起时的感觉..

(2) No man or woman is worth your tears,
and the one who is, won‘t make you cry..
(2) 没有人值得你流泪，
值得让你这么做的人不会让你哭泣..

(3) The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them
knowing you can‘t have them..
(3) 失去某人，最糟糕的莫过于，他近在身旁，却犹如远在天边..

(4) Never frown, even when you are sad,
because you never know who is falling in love with your smile..
(4) 纵然伤心，也不要愁眉不展，因为你不知是谁会爱上你的笑容..

(5) To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world..
(5) 对于世界而言，你是一个人；但是对于某个人，你是他的整个世界..

(6) Don‘t waste your time on a man/woman,
who isn‘t willing to waste their time on you..
(6) 不要为那些不愿在你身上花费时间的人而浪费你的时间..

(7) Just because someone doesn‘t love you the way you want them to,
doesn‘t mean they don‘t love you with all they have..
(7) 爱你的人如果没有按你所希望的方式来爱你，那并不代表他们没有全心全意地爱你..

(8) Don‘t try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to..
(8) 不要着急，最好的总会在最不经意的时候出现..

(9) Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one,
so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful..
(9) 在遇到梦中人之前，上天也许会安排我们先遇到别的人，
在我们终于遇见心仪的人时，便应当心存感激..

(10) Don‘t cry because it is over, smile because it happened..
(10) 不要因为结束而哭泣，微笑吧，为你的曾经拥有..

爱情，不是一种游戏..

女人会因 男人长久的冷落 而对爱情失望..

也可以因 男人一句话 又对爱情充满希望..

有些事，我们明知道是错的，也要去坚持，因为不甘心；
有些人，我们明知道是爱的，也要去放弃，因为没结局；
有时候，我们明知道没路了，却还在前行，因为习惯了..

以为蒙上了眼睛，就可以看不见这个世界；
以为捂住了耳朵，就可以听不到所有的烦恼；
以为脚步停了下来，心就可以不再远行；
以为我需要的爱情，只是一个拥抱..

那些已经犯过的错误，
有一些是因为来不及，
有一些是因为刻意躲避，
更多的时候是茫然地站到了一边..
我们就这样错了一次又一次，
却从不晓得从中汲取教训，做一些反省..

你不知道我在想你，是因为你不爱我，
我明明知道你不想我，却还爱你..
是因为我太傻..
也许有时候，逃避不是因为害怕去面对什麼.. 而是在等待什麼..

天空没有翅膀的痕跡，但鸟儿已经飞过；
心裡没有被刀子割过，但疼痛却那麼清晰..
这些胸口裡最柔软的地方，被爱人伤害过的伤口，
远比那些肢体所受的伤害来得犀利，而且只有时间，才能够治愈。

很多人，因为寂寞而错爱了一人..
但更多的人，因为错爱一人，而寂寞一生..
我们可以彼此相爱，却注定了无法相守..
不是我不够爱你，只是我不敢肯定，这爱，是不是最正确的..

多少次又多少次，回忆把生活划成一个圈，
而我们在原地转了无数次，无法解脱。
总是希望回到最初相识的地点，
如果能够再一次选择的话，以为可以爱得更单纯。

如果你明明知道这个故事的结局，
你或者选择说出来，或者装作不知道，万不要欲言又止。
有时候留给别人的伤害，选择沉默比选择坦白要痛多了..

我真的喜欢你，闭上眼，以为我能忘记..
但流下的眼泪，却没有骗到自己..

当你眼泪忍不住要流出来的时候，睁大眼睛，千万别眨眼！
你会看到世界由清晰变模糊的全过程，心会在你泪水落下的那一刻变得清澈明晰..

人生就像一场舞会，
教会你最初舞步的人 却未必能陪你走到散场..

不爱的爱情，
永远不会变坏..
所以，我们调情，我们曖昧，却永远不要相爱..

这世上最累的事情，
莫过於眼睁睁看著自己的心碎了..
还得自己动手把它粘起来..

离别与重逢，是人生不停上演的戏..
习惯了，也就不再悲愴..

我们在错误的时间相遇，
在正确的时间却又分开..

Woman

A woman should know how to look like a girl, how to act like a lady, and how to think like a man.

28.07.2011 - Soulmates' Friends Hangout Night

The surprise plan seriously failed =.=|||

Ah Bao Bridget accidentally met Daniel before we were supposed to give her a surprise.

The first meeting was super awkward.

Everyone was so quiet when Daniel was around.

I try to make them all talk to each other but....owh well, I guess everything needs time.

We were suppose to meet Michelle at 9.30pm.

Since it's still early, we decided to go have our dinner first.

It's been sooooooooo long since I last had Bak Kut Teh in KK.

Law and Bridget brought us to Syarikat Yu Kee which was the famous Bak Kut Teh shop at Gaya Street.

Law accidentally ordered 2 sets for each menu. (LOL.)

Thank goodness my appetite is big tonight.

Plus, Daniel is available to sapu food. HAHAHA~

Some SS photos during dinner.

It was still early after we finished our dinner.

So, Bridget suggested that we go take a walk at Jesselton Point.

I was thinking to bring everyone and drop by at Shai's food shop there.

I only come to know that he has closed his shop for months upon finding an unlit shop.
Anyway, Jesselton Point is full house tonight, as everyone gathered to watch the football match between Malaysia and Singapore.

We couldn't find any empty seats.

The night view by the sea with all the lights is pretty.

I love the sea =)

Bridget and her bf, Law.

my soulmate a.k.a Ah Bao, Bridget =)

Ah Bao & me~ err, ignore our tired faces, we all went out straight from office after finished work.

Daniel is moving here and there just to avoid my camera =.=

And....the 4 of us ended up walking around, looking at the sea, taking photos and chit chatting.

The atmosphere improved when they all try to communicate and talk with each other =)

I'm so sleepy and tired due to work.

It was such a stress and tension day I was actually cursing and saying foul words the whole afternoon, I just wanna go home fast and take a good sleep.

Finally, Michelle call up at 10.10pm.

Off we go to pick her up and head to Damai Upperstar for a yum cha session.

It's the first time I meet Michelle and she is such a sweet girl =)

very friendly and social-ble, me and Daniel both gave her 100% for first impression.

Surprisingly, I found out that there were 4 more people waiting for us at Upperstar~

Usually I am super uncomfortable sitting with a group of strangers at the same table.

All of them were friends and uni-mates of Bridget and Michelle.

Owh~ Sarah is here. She was Daniel old neighbour whom both has never talked before. (LOL.)

At the end of the night, I made new friends >> Michelle, Arifin, Yin, Ronni.

The night is full of laughter and different funny conversations.

All of them are super friendly and social-ble, just like Michelle.

Law, me and Daniel felt comfortable the whole night despite the first meeting with everyone.

IT WAS FUN~~~

For a while there, I forgot all my un-easyness and worries in my work.

Thanks guys =)

Especially Michelle, you are making us all enjoying the night.

Hope that we all got chance to meet each other again in the future~

It's nice meeting you all =)