27/04/09 -it's Audrey's 23th birthday-

Good morning everyone....I knew all of us can't wait for the evening to come....
cuz we are going to have dinner together with Audrey our birthday girl for the day....
but the day started in a very hot condition....
cuz there is no electricity in the office....DAMN HOT IT MADE US SWEAT FIRST THING IN THE MORNING~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!
and all of us lost our interest in work.....lol~~spoiled our working mood....Lucky the electricity were on at around 9a.m....
we started our work....

After lunch....Ching Ching and Mei Tzee went out to buy a birthday cake for Audrey....
I think they bought it from Multi Bake....is it fresh cream cake yah?
But I do love the fruits on top of it...lol~After we lit the candles, we brought it into her room....
lol~~it's funny that she doesn't seem surprise at all....
maybe she knew what was going to happen....
since we were a lil noisy there....haha~~
Anyway....she still make her wish before blowing off the candles and cutting the cake....
She even complained that we did not sing any birthday song for her...
We continue our work after finish eating the cake.....

Soon the clock showed 5.30p.m....
time for our birthday girl to change her outfit....
we all tease her for bringing another outfit for the night....
and it was a sexy pink tube tob....
too bad we could not capture any single pictures of it when she finished changing her clothes....
cuz she was too anxious to come out from the toilet after she changed....
We all waited in front of the toilet with the camera on standby mode for about 10 minutes just to see her come out wearing that dress....
I hurried get my things and left the office as Yang Yang is waiting downstairs for me...
In the end we took nothing cuz she won't even come out fearing that the boss and manager would think that it's too sexy....haha~

We reached Waterfront in our seperate ways....
Me and Yang Yang were walking from my office to Waterfront...
the rest of them took the car....
while Kent walked from centre point to waterfront....
The first thing that we noticed was the awesome nice view of the sunset....
since Waterfront is situated beside the sea...it has a wonderful sunset view there....
and I saw many tourists were ready with their high tech camera sitting and waiting for the right moment to capture the sunset view....
OMG it was so pretty and so bad I did not took any sunset pics....
but we manage to take some pictures ourselves...haha~
I just loved the sunset and the sea....next time I should ask Yang Yang to bring me here more often....lol~
Anyway...we waited for our birthday girl Audrey to make her decision on which stall to have our dinner....
At first we were sitted at the PIRATES BAR....
but then we realised that the menu that we saw earlier was not from the PIRATES BAR and nothing in the menu was attractive to us....
and plus, everything is damn pricy!!SWT~!
We closed the menu and stand up leaving the place....
was it rude yah I wonder?

Then he headed back to where we first stand....
haha~~back to square one I guess...
and Audrey made her decision that we were going to eat there...
since everyone of us saw something that suit our appetite...lol~
the waiter that served us was from the Philippines I think....
due to the slang and of the way he talked, all of us tried to imitate him.....
we did not intend to make fun of his speaking but I just loved Philippine slang....
the way they speak english has it's own way....and i love to hear it....
haha~~but it's obvious all of us were laughing even when he's there....
He pronounced "BLAK PEPERR" referring to "BLACK PEPPER"
"WIT PRICES" referring to "WITH FRIES"
"SAMBALT SOS" referring to "SAMBAL SAUSE"
lol~thinking back it was so funny listening to their imitation...

the sky started to darken and soon the night came.....
Photo sessions started when Irene said she wanted to take some photos with Audrey...
We got so crazy taking photos and even start doing all kind of posing without taking consider of the people around that were looking at us....We were laughing so loud it makes us sound crazy enough....lol~
while the girls are enjoying taking pictures....the guys are chit chatting at the table.....

When we finished taking photos, our dinner arrived at our table....
and it's time to eat!!!feast time!!!ROAR~~
I had my lamb chop with mushroom and a glass of green apple juice ...the food was not bad...quite tasty and suit my appetite....
since I loved lamb chop and green apple juice....haha~~everyone enjoyed the dinner so much....
we were talking, eating, and listening to the music at the same time....
there's even ethnic music being played somewhere beside the place where we were sitted....
I think it's a dance performance prepared for the tourists....
At first we planned to give Audrey a little treat for the night's dinner....
but things turns out to be the total opposite when she said she will paid for the bill....
THANKS AUDREY!!IT'S SUPPOSE TO BE ON US~
everyone enjoyed the night and thumbs up for the pleasant view that helped to "romantise" the night...lol~
We even had naughty thoughts to pull Ah Loon and Audrey together for the night....
but then we failed since Kent and Ah Peng is around....
Ah Loon seems to be a bit shy I guess....
when his friends were not around, he usually asked Audrey out automatically.....
But tonight he seems to be avoiding in getting contact or even be near with Audrey...swt~!

We made the night an end after Audrey paid for the bill....
all of us head back to our own destinations.....
Yang Yang will be sending me home and we spent some time walking around Warisan Square and Centre Point....
since we just had our dinner fully occupied in our stomach....
it's a good thing too that we had a little walk more than driving around....
My night ends when Yang Yang gave me a sweet soft kiss on my lips at my house downstairs...
and that's when we share our first kiss together....XD
thanks Audrey!your birthday gave us all a wonderful night...
I wonder what surprise you received when Ah Loon sent you home ya??
don't forget to share share your experience with us....
you know we all are so anxious to know bout it....lol~!

Tearful thoughts~

Tonight I sat in my room crying again after numerous days of sweet happiness....
not because of him or relationship problems....
but because of my thoughts that I cannot let go....

It started when I told my mum that I wanted to go to Pulau on the 1st of May....
all she answer me was a "no" word....
cuz according to her...my dad would never allow me and it's too dangerous since I do not know how to swim...
I tried to explain to her this and that....
and I told it's impossible that I am going there alone....
In the end she was not satisfied and asked me to go ask my dad myself then....
DAMN~I know what the outcome is going to be even if I did not ask them.....

Just then she asked my brother whether he has class in school tomorrow(Saturday)....
My brother said that it's meeting day tomorrow and there would be no class available.....
and he will head to town since there are no class tomorrow...
To my surprise, my mum just nodded her head and did not give any comments....

Feeling moody, I head into my room and sit by my bed listening to some musics....
looking at the form 5 thick revision books I still have in my rack made me thinking back of my days in secondary....
when I was the same age as my brother today...which was 17 years old....some 4 years ago.....
I can't even head down to town whenever I want....
Every saturday I would stayed at school for co-curriculum activities and hardcore tuition session with my teachers.....
And I hardly go down to town cuz my parents said that it will distract my attention on studying....
I even reject everytime when my friends invited me to go on any parties or special occasions....
All I do back then to release my tension is only go dance DDR with my bao bei Bridget and ji mui Sarah...

Now, looking at my brother....
he can go town whenever he wants....played computer whole day long without doing any homeworks or revisions....
hang out with friends in parties and occasions....
and even return home at 8p.m.....
my curfew back then was 5p.m....swt~

I finally finished SPM and secondary later after struggling the whole year....
having migraines struck everytime I'm having exams in school....
you just have to ask my classmates how many times I vomit in class during exams period and you can already predict how is my condition during exams....
some of them said that I had panic attacks but I knew it's only tensions that cause my migraines to strike....
Luckily my SPM went on smoothly and I'm in extra good condition during that period....
I passed my SPM and even got an A in my art....
well~~I took up Pendidikan Seni for my extra subject in SPM....since all I love is art....
and I was so thrilled when I got an A for it....
I thanked my art teacher for guiding me in the process of doing the pretty batik....and giving me tips on which drawing to target during exam.....
lol~I still remember that I always skipped doing his homeworks and exams cuz I don't even have enough time for doing it since all those science and math stuffs are filling up all my timetable....
I MADE IT SIR~!I GOT AN A~!

All these happy thoughts came crashing down when my parents won't allow me to continue my studies in art....
Sitting there thinking back those days...
I think I helped to crash my own dreams.....
I was so interested in interior designs back then....
always went to the state library to borrow books about it....
went to almost all the interior thingy exhibitions.....
got so excited just looking at the floorplans of houses.....
collected house pictures from magazines and newspapers....
and even drew out dream house plans for my friends...where we made plans that we are going to stay together in it later in life...
I still had it here inside my files....
Thinking that I would just go take up interior design course after my SPM....it would be a perfect choice to fulfill my dream.....

Ending up in form 6 was nothing that I had in mind....
and I still can't believe I really did it now for after a few years....
Should I blamed myself for taking up this route in my life??
I listened to my parents' every word and I followed what they had prepared for me.....
In other words, I do not have my own thoughts....well...even if I do I did not follow it....
Maybe it's my fault as well for not brave enough to stand out and state my points....
I tried many times to talk to them back then....
taking so many leaflets and brochures just to show them....
and explaining what can I benefit from it.....
All my efforts are useless and they still stand firm with their own point of view....
And I always end up quarelling with them every single time I start up this conversation....
Leaving me sitting in my room crying to sleep....
I tried so many times and it failed everytime I tried.....
I guess I got really tired of it in the end and decided to give up....sobs~

what I did back then end up in zero....
I started drawing since I was small.....
Even picked up the colour pencils and start doing colouring stuffs before I enter kindergarten....
I entered numerous drawing competitions since kindergarten....
and I think my parents are the ones who planted the drawing seed in me....
all my friends said that I had drawing talents in me naturally since I was borned....
cuz I never took up any drawing classes before....I just draw what I wanted out from my heart...
I started to fell in love with drawing when my kindergarten teacher asked me to take part in the Mother's day drawing competition....
and it was my first ever drawing competition....

Today, I looked at the pencils and colours which I used to use in my schooling days....
I realised I can't even draw that smoothly anymore....
I only manage to pick up the pencils and do nothing with it...
it's past one year since I last draw anything out from my pencils....
Guessed my fingers had lost it's dance movements on the paper...
I lost confidence on my drawing and I wonder whether I still had that natural inspriration in me....
I stop my studies after finishing form 6....since my STPM results was very poor....
I can't even make myself qualified for any government universities entry....
and I am not rich enough to make myself enter neither any private higher institutions nor going overseas....
I knew I was not the seed for science stuff....I just forced myself to do it in order to satisfied my parents....
Since they never understands me and would never believe or put their trust in me....
They always felt that what they planned for me was the best....they never support what I wanted to do for myself....
now that they finally see the results....they left me all alone to do things on my own.....
no more orders and plans after form 6....
sometimes I felt like a lost kid....dunno where should I go or what should I do next.....
cuz I gave up doing what I liked and I failed to achieve what was planned....
what now?stuck in the middle of nowhere and doing nothing?
there is no more turning point for me in this stage....

I started working and had entered the working adult society....
most of my friends were still doing their higher level studies at other parts of the world some in west malaysia some overseas...
I looked at my brother thinking that he is so much more luckier than me....
and I thinked that my parents listened more to him than me....
I still remembered I once begged my parents with tears to enter SM LOK YUK back then and they still would not listen to me.....
My brother only said "I want to enter SM LOK YUK cuz all my friends are all there" and they let him entered the school right away....
I went speechless when they bought him anything he wanted...
I never get anything I wanted...even when I requested for something everytime after getting my government exam results....
My parents let him choose what he wanted for....and strictly planned for mine.....
When we were small....they used to canned me more than him....
cuz according to them....it was me who teached him all the bad stuffs and i am not a good example for a little brother....
Me and my brother never talked since a huge fight few years back....maybe it's a good thing....since i'm always the not important one....
memories flashed back and my tears start falling when the song "show me the meaning of being lonely" was being played....
I sat there crying alone til I got tired and fall asleep....

19/4/09 was the official day for us~

Yang Yang and me~~
We knew each other on 14/2/09...in other words it's valentine's day.....XD
and I still remembered he was wearing a green T-shirt that time....
That day Calvin planned to have lunch with me at first....
I was surprised to hear that he said that we will be heading to Lintas.....
@.@ AH?! HOW ARE WE GOING TO GO THERE?! AND I JUST HAVE AN HOUR TIME~
these were the words that came out from my mouth....Lol~
just then he brings me to Yang Yang's car who was waiting in front of the YY TELESHOP that time....
okay~~three guys and a girl for a valentine's lunch time session....cool~^^V
things weren't so nice when cars queue up in long lines at Luyang area....
I said "omg I am damn sure I'm ma gonna be late when I return to office later"
We quickly had lunch at Lintas and head back to office after finished....
and I received gifts from Eddie....lol~~after few months when he first intended to give it to me....I finally got it that day....Both of us did not talk much since it was the first time we met....
and the last thing he said to me was asking me can I help him to fix his nokia N73 software....

The second time we both met was a lunch session at Warisan's penang food restaurant....
Lol~~our lunch was actually spent by Calvin that day...
Like usual we didn't talked to each other....lol~~
cuz all he talked was car stuffs with Calvin that time....

the third time....let me recall....
Ah~hahaha~~water world.....
lol~~I waited for an hour plus plus for them in centre point that day.....
so wanna sleep that time....swt~
It was public holiday 9/3/09....all of us were free and we decided to go to water world....
and that was when we started to talk to each other....
lol~we actually got closed inside the pool....

After that day, he started to ask me out together for lunch....
Lol~~I think the water world day made us more closer than ever....
from there our stories begin....and everyday we talked about different stuffs....
starting to get to know each other more.....

"If i count how many times you have entered my mind ; I would be lying if I said too many ; cuz you have entered it once ; and never left since then"
He first planned to bring me to Melinsung beach in the morning....but it was sad when we saw the closed gate upon arriving there...
He changed his mind and brought me for lunch at PaPaR instead...
Today was the first time I step my feet on papar streets....lol~
I never went so far before this....
After lunch we decided to head back to the city but dunno where to stop....
just then I closed my eyes for a little nap....and we were at Tanjung Aru when I opened my eyes...LOL....the beach....my favourite...
We first had coconut drink together...then after that we went for a walk by the beach....
cuz I love the beach and the sea....I must walk by the sea or land my feet on the sands everytime I come to the beach...
It makes us wonder when did all these started....and both of us couldn't find an answer....
We both laughed; We just knew how each other felt....and it just happened like that with no reason....
It started today when he suddenly held my hands by the sea...
I knew we were smiling together even if I did not look at his face...
I said "what status are we actually in right now?"
He answered "I dunno, it's all up to you"
"Wah what was that suppose to mean?I was hoping you can tell me"
"What do you wish to hear me say?"
"What do you want to say to me then?"
"I think what I wanted to say is the same as what you are thinking right now"
"Lolz~are my thoughts the same as yours?"
"Yeah I think it's the same~lol~"
"LOLZ~you know...everyone is asking me are you my boyfren"
"so what do you answer them?"
"I said haven't confirm gah"
"what about now?"
"Haha~if you nod your head I will say Yes"

he was so cute when he keeps on nodding his head....lolz~
and I laughed looking at him....XD
that was when we declare ourselves official...
"So should I call you other than your name starting from now?"
"Lol~you help me modify lor...all up to you"

The different thing about him was he is different than the other guys that I have known....
First thing I noticed bout him was he is an adorable gentleman....
he first hold the umbrella for me....and hold my lunch for me....taking my breakfast....hold my umbrella and plastic bags....
Today he even hold my bag and heel....lol~
he is a very nice guy....
always cared for me...asking me to bath early....He will asked me every single day what time did I take my shower the night before....lol~~
And I just can't tell any lies to him....I am always myself whenever I am with him....
He never asked me to change anything and he never teased me on anything....he loves me just the way I am.....
and i think he saw all my attitudes and styles either it's the nice ones or worst ones....XD
It's like he knows when I need him.....he always appear when I was thinking of him....
LOL~he's my whitelighter...
He sees me by the heart and not by the face....
I love him more when I realise he is not that kind of guy who rush things up.....
He never rush anything....with him....everything happened naturally perfect....
he is the "shun qi zi ran" type and I love him for that....

"you must remember today"
"lol~what is the date today?"
"19/04/09"
"okay,I will always remember today 19/04/09"

Laptop or desktop?

I need a computer!!!!!!!!
wakao~~
damn it laa dude~~~
every night can't use the computer....
cuz my brother dominating it.....
and he only let it go near midnight.....
after that my parents continue using it....
wakao~~~am I invinsible?!
durh~~~now I am commited.....I wan my own computer!!!!!!!!!!!!
but then laptop or desktop is better neh??

laptop is lighter and portable.....
I can bring it anywhere and online everywhere I want....
as long as there is WI-FI area....
desktop is bigger and therefore I can store more things....
since I have so many junks....swt~~
Anyway...as long as I can online....
I will be satisfied....but I don't like stupid internet lines.....
maybe desktop is not a bad idea afterall....
since wireless connection are not always a 100% guaranteed connected thingy....lol~

Haih *sigh*....
can't online everyday now....
why my bro has to dominate the computer whole day....
please larr~~~form 5 student lor...
he should be reading and studying smart with his books now....
not whole day sitting in front of the computer and playing online games, watching anime and stupid videos....swt~
he can use it for the whole afternoon even until evening.....
then dominate it on weekends as well....OUCH!then where's my chance?!
swt~~
he's not the one who paid all the bills too....but then he only knew how to use it....
damn I did not even report what has he done at the back of my parents....
teenage kids....who had not been one before....
17 years old liao lor....start to think like a man larrr.....stupiak bro~~
haih *Sigh*

I missed playing online games.....maple....XDO....dota....all I did not touched jor for such a long time....
I missed my friends....when I online....all of them are in bed dreaming already.....cuz I am a bat girl....
I missed watching drama.....all my dramas and movies are in the computer....I can't watch it though.....
all I do is eat, sleep and poo at home....useless days~~~what a boring patterned life...

LOL~~any ideas on what should I choose?laptop or desktop?

My 2009 important obligation days~

The first of all four obligation day was "Holy Thursday"... and i think it was the most perfect day of all four.... Had a good seat in the church... Had two hours spent in St. Simon church and watched Father Cosmas washed 12 people's feet...

Good Friday was damn hot!! Very well...just like any other usual year.... it's always hot...And this year I had a sneezy Good Friday!!SWT~~I was sneezing and had a running nose the whole day...The moment I got up in the morning...HAAA CHHIIIUU~~swt....and it continue for the rest of the day....someone just so miss me that much ha...lol~~dreaming queen is here~~I almost fell asleep inside the church cuz I had to sit in the air-con church for 3 hours before the mass really start....=.=|| But then all went well too.... lol~~but I smacked my lips hard on the cross during the veneration.... guess I dint saw that coming.... (come on lar....i never kissed anyone before....every year confirm kiss the cross only....and still every year confirm smacked my lips hard on the cross....ROFLOL~)

Third day comes Easter Vigil~~ the most beautiful day and was always my favourite.... Imagine this....you were sitting in the church with everyone else.... the light start to dim....then it was totally switched off... the Mass started.... the procession started and the candle was lit.... The candle moved in the church and light started to passed down one by one.... from the Father and alter service in front to the people sitting below to the people who had to attend the mass outside the church..... It's a very beautiful site and how I wished I had brought my camera that time~!~! Damn it too bad i did not.... Well...I enjoyed every moment of it and i think that it was really romantically beautiful.... I'm gonna bring my camera with me next year...LOL~!

Easter day was the final day of all four....
and it's the longest day with many things happened in just one day....LOL~~
I don't think i will forget my easter this year....
first thing in the morning....I got waken up by my mum only at 7.40a.m.....
and we had a mass to catch at 9a.m!!
OMG~I am late!!
I hurried prepared myself and what a shock to hear that my mum still wanna go buy things for grandma.....SWT!!
We are late already okay?!
I got mad a lil cuz we only done buying at 8.45a.m.....
It's already 8.55a.m when we reach Mary Immaculate church and the mass will start in 5 minutes.....
Boy I saw so damn many people standing in the church and even outside the church!!
I'm not goin in there I said to myself!!
but in the end I did walked towards the church with my mum and bro....
I was standing outside the church while my mum and my bro walk themselves into the church.....
eventhough they knew that there was no more seats available....
I got pissed with my mum....and I hate standing outside the church sweating!!
With all the little children's screaming and crying noise outside....
I felt like I am in the church for no purpose....like a useless junk standing there....I can't even feel the Easter day cuz I can't even see the priest and anything that is going on in the church...
well obviously I am outside the church what...SWT~
I looked at the gate thinking of a way to leave the church....and I realise it's Bukit Padang man~! MEANS NO BUSES~!
WTF~!~!I'm putting myself more into bad mood....
Just then Yang Yang called and asked me where I am....
LOL~~thank God he came when I was in need of him....
lol~~guess what?
he said he is coming to rescue me....and I left the church after homily when he came to pick me~~
YAY~~Yang yang you are my saving prince....LOL~!
Well...we headed to the city since I had promised my friend June to have lunch and a long talk bout life with her....
Just then things changed when Helmey n Peat showed up....and Yang Yang is with us....
lol~~me and Yang Yang end up eating porridge for breakfast and I spent them YogurBerry Buddy Set for lunch....Calvin then showed up and asked whether we interested to go for movie...
Since I had to leave at 4.30p.m the latest....
we canceled our plan to watch a movie....
cuz we missed the earliest 12.30p.m show and the next one is only at 2.25p.m....
No choice left so Yang Yang brought us to One Borneo instead....LOL~~
we had a nice time window shopping there and ate Pizza at 3.05p.m....

It was 4p.m and we had to make a move since I still have to head to the church....
after a failed mass session at Mary Immaculate this morning...LOL!~!~!
After dropped off June at Seri Warisan....Yang Yang drived me to St. Simon church where the mass will start at 5p.m....
We reached the church at 4.40p.m....
just then he asked me "You wanna go off already?"
I was a lil blur and liked Errm~Y-eah~isn't that obvious since we reached the church already~
then he suddenly said "don't go down first,you close your eyes"
I was a lil shock and blurted out "why do I need to close my eyes?what do you wanna do?"
LOL~~OBVIOUSLY I WAS THINKING OF BAD NAUGHTY THINGS ALREADY~
he calmed me saying "don't worry I wont do anything bad,just close your eyes and I wanna give you a surprise"
LOL EXCITED~~I closed my eyes then....and he reach for something underneath...
I have to admit that my heart was beating so fast until I felt that I'm starting to gasp for air....
he next said "give me your hand"
after I put my hand in front of him....he actually wore something on my wrist....
when i opened my eyes....
OMG~!~!MY HEART BEATS PAUSE FOR A MOMENT!It was the white Vincci watch I liked and I saw it in Padini earlier....
"I saw you liked it so much so I bought it for you" words like this came out from his lips....
YANG YANG YOU BOUGHT IT JUST FOR ME....SOBS...I FELT TEARS ROLLING IN MY EYES AND I WAS LAUGHING HARD TO PREVENT TEARS FROM FALLING....
obviously I was touched and happy at the same time....cuz he did not even buy any shirts that he intended to buy.....instead he bought this watch for me....
LOL~I FINALLY KNEW WHY HE WENT MISSING SO LONG FROM PIZZA HUT WHEN HE SAID THAT HE WANTED TO GO TO TOILET....SAID THAT HE MET HIS FRIEND AND GOT LOST ON THE WAY BACK....LOL~YOU NAUGHTY YANG YANG~~I stared at the watch so long I fell in love more with it....LOL~Guess I love him more than ever too....Yang Yang are you trying to give me any hints on anything ya?I think I felt something fishy right there....LOL~I am not always correct in guessing so why don't you just state it out clearly if there is really something you wanted to say all this while....

I had to admit this was actually the first time a guy had done anything like this to me....LOL~I can't even stop smiling even until now...now I finally knew how it was like to feel SWEETNESS in the heart...felt like I was in an anonymous drama and I was the leading actress while he was the white prince....LOL~here comes dreaming queen number one~~

I SUDDENLY THINK BACK; IF WE WASN'T IN THE CHURCH THAT TIME...I THINK I MIGHT HAVE GIVE HIM A BIG HUG IN RETURN...lol...all I can do that time was just keep repeating the word "thank you"....other than that...I really can't find another word...my mind went blank and I went speechless....he din't keep me long in the car and I knew I had to head into the church already cuz the mass is going to start soon...

I said GOODBYE to him and went down his car heading to the main door of the church....at first he intended to accompany me through the mass and send me home later after that....but then my dad was already in the church....so I said next time then....LOL~YANG YANG GUESS WHAT....IF U TOLD ME THAT EARLIER I MIGHT PHONE MY DAD AND TELL HIM YOU WILL SEND ME HOME....XDNOW THIS VINCCI WATCH HAD BECOME MY MOST IMPORTANT TRESURE....I DON'T WANNA LEAVE IT EVEN IF IT'S FOR ONE SECOND....IT'S ON MY WRIST THE WHOLE TIME BUT I HAD TO TAKE IT OFF WHEN I WENT TO TAKE MY BATH....CUZ I WILL BE DAMN HEART BROKEN IF IT GOT SPOILED RESULTED FROM GETTING IN CONTACT WITH THE WATER.....HOW COME WE DIN'T TAKE ANY PHOTOS TODAY....NOT EVEN A SINGLE ONE AND HOW PITY IS THAT...YANG YANG I MUST TAKE MANY PHOTOS WITH YOU NEXT TIME...HEHE~~

At night....one of My besties Yvonne called me to have a chat....and once we chat.....it takes more than 2 hours!!Guess we missed each other so much....actually there's so many more that we haven't chat.....but my watch is showing the time 11.40p.m....she got to have a rest and I gotta take my bath so we postponed our conversation until she comes back KK for holidays....can't wait it!

and there I put a fullstop to my special 2009 Easter day....

Happy Sunday hangout with my heng dais~~

It's 05/04/09 today...a nice sunday actually...XD
For Christians....it's actually Palm Sunday today....
so the day started with a usual mass in church for me....
only with palm leaves this time...
Lol...I should take down the scenery in church that time...
boy I like it so much when all of us the parishioners holding up high the palm leaves....
as the sign of welcoming Jesus into the city...

After church....
Cute Yang Yang came and fetch me....haha~~
only today that I found out his chinese name so cute....
so now he allows me to call him Yang Yang...XD
First we went to centre
Yang Yang said hungry,let's go eat something first
Eeee~~bad bad Yang Yang...
I said i would pay for the food...but he insist on paying it...
yerr...and the ladyboss laugh while taking his money instead of mine...
Thanks for the food ya Yang Yang~~^^V
Lol...Met some of my colleagues when eating and even after eating...
what a small world ha...I always met them while walking in centre....is that what you called coincidence???

Lol...Yang Yang and Calvin found out that I liked Lion dance....
so we head to the fourth floor Palm Square to watch the performance....
It's the lion dance troupe from Yick Nam....still so pro and I enjoyed watching them perform everytime....
time for the movies and we head up to the 5th floor to meet up with the rest...
and guess what...I watched THE FAST AND FURIOUS 4 today!!!
lucky they bring me along...
muahahahaha!!I love the movie!!It's very nice!
well....thinking back...I realise "THE FAST AND THE FURIOUS" movie series is the only movie that I followed from the first to the latest...
Lol~~guess I like car racing that much ha....XD
guys and girls out there....It's a great actioned movie...do go and watch it!
Recommended to my friends...but I know some of them won't enjoyed it....
well~~tengok orang ba~~

Later...I can't believe this four guys would actually go take sticker photos with me!!
I mean...man~~they are guys...and I thought only girls like to play this kind of stuffs....LOL!!
well...glad they are like that....friends who won't be ashamed to do things like this....
If it was the other group of guy colleagues whom I knew from the office....they would die if they did this...swt~~
Anyway...we were having plenty of nice crazy moments in there...
and I now knew that guys can be SS(syok sendiri) as much as girls!!
hey~~it's a good thing though...cuz now we can SS together!!wakakaka~~The outcome was fine and quite pretty nice na...haha~~designed by me and Calvin....durh~~although it looks a lil simple....haha~~cuz we are quite noisy that time....later kecoh the whole place...haha!

Lol~~happy or not leh after taking the pics??well...after that they said we will be heading to Tanjung Aru for a yumcha session...
lol~~Go until that far to have a drink....apa boleh buat....fed up with KK's food liao....haha~~
and I think that it will be nice to have a walk by the beach since I haven't been there for some time....
Damn it~ it's raining...so spoiled....
in the end we cancelled our intentions to have a walk by the beach and photo taking sessions...
well...maybe next time~~
what a wasted chance....cuz it's so hard to have the five of us on an hangout day together...

Haha~~guess what....Yang Yang drive us to the 3rd beach....before that...he showed me aeroplanes that flies off from the track....
LOL~~I was like a small kid getting excited looking at the aeroplane to fly off for the first time....
obviously I haven't been on the plane before....
so that's why I got so "sam-pah-lao" with it....
then Yang Yang said "this is where people sai nget gong" when we reach 3rd beach....
haha~~all of the cars there were loaded only with 2 person...
one girl and one guy each....omg~~Now I knew what he meant...
errmm....aren't we suppose to go to the mamak stalls.....lol~~
and it's weird to see us appearing here since inside his car there were: me one girl, Yang Yang and Eddie two guys....3P meh?!
He can't stop laughing thinking about it and turned the car back heading to beach one....
during the journey there....I did not heard what topics they were talking at first....but then they started to sing a hakka song....

"yit zak ngin coi Tanjung Aru~~ kon dao hao doh ngin coi pak toh~~ yit lep ya zai liong tiao straw~ zoi kok han ngat kin muk ka shon~"
"kei sik ngai hao doh wah siong lao ngi gong~"
"ngai jin heh zhong yi ngi~ ko emm ko yi emm moi hee ying ket~ ngai jin heh zhong yi ngi~ ko emm ko yi emm moi gent ai tiao lin si~"

I was like:what the?! Then they were laughing there and continue singing that song....lol...I have to admit that it was nice to hear...I wonder was that they were good singers....or just the flow of the melody was nice....then suddenly something pops up in my mind...Ah Loon said he wanted to show a youtube video which was sung by a hakka people in KK....it was nice but hilarious according to him....but we were all busy back then in the office that day....so he did not open the video in the end....Now I knew....the video that he mentioned was the same as the one Yang Yang sang...lol~~the story of the song was really funny but then I like the flow of the melody the first time I listen to it....yo Sabah's hakka youths....you should hear this....especially those who are in KK...XD...there's actually another one but I liked this one more...

it's called <hoi ben kon fui ki>


LOL~~and there waiting for us were Calvin and Chong....
SEE SEE SEE~!~!Yang Yang you should look at your own face expression....
pedas is it??and you still want me to eat it....
lol~~I don't eat food with chillies lor....swt~I just don't like hot stuffs....
After finish eating and drinking....we were going to head home....
just then I wonder why Calvin and eddie insisted on following Yang Yang's car....
his car already crowded with boxes and stuffs on the passenger seats....
and still these two guys insist on following his car when instead they can follow Chong's car Serena....
big and comfortable....air-con so cold.....
swt~~I wonder what were they thinking...
Anyway~~first we dropped off Calvin at the Likas' Shell station cuz he needs to work from 5p.m to 10p.m....
and then Yang Yang send me home after that....hahaha~~
that's how the day end...

First Anniversary in Kadar Mobile Sdn. Bhd.

It's 1st April 2009...
what comes to your mind at first??
I bet it's April fool right??
Well...for most people it is....but for me...it's my first anniversary of working days in Kadar Mobile Sdn. Bhd.
LOL~~that's so damn fast man...
I didn't even notice that I have been in the working society for more than one year...So, what's next??

Time to quit?I think I am gonna make it happen this time....
I was thinking of this matter for such a long time....at first, I thought I was going to quit last year...but then I found that I am happy working in the company with my newly met colleagues....
You see~~ things were different in Kadar Mobile...How different you might ask...Well, just say that we are one big family and there's this strong bonding you just cant see....but you can felt it right there....haha~tell you one thing...come sit in our office and you will know how's things in here....

From Phing, the first person to leave the company after I enter the family...
To Mei Tzee, the last person to enter the company after one year....
I learned many things and endure much obstacles during my working days here in the company...
First, I gotta thanks Phing because she is the one who teaches me to do "stuffs" in the office....and finally taking over her place....
Two of my closest buddies in the company was Irene and Loon....
Irene was the one who guide me along after Phing left....It was after that I notice she had been working in the company for a long period...
and She knew almost everything that I need to learn...
she was a good teacher....
Loon was the person sitting behind me...LOL~~what should I say about him...I wonder...
from the day we first met...til this very day of 01/04/09....
so much things have changed...
All I know is anything related to computers and technology gadgets...He is the one I will be looking for!
Loon=computer sifu...
*SMACK*he might hit me in the head if he saw this...XD

not only people in the office have changed in this one year....
things in the company have changed too....
LOL~~it's too obvious you cant possibly missed noticing it...
Once there was someone who said "things changed after you entered"....*wink wink* I hope it's good!
It makes me thinking back our days together here....
I do notice things had changed....from Irene getting slimmer every single day to crazy stuffs and having fun everyday to Ah-Ling getting pregnant....
I still remember the first day I met Ah-Ling...she is the one who interviewed me and got me into the company....she was slim+pretty that time....I never knew that she was already married!because she doesn't even look like one....Now she is pregnant with twins and becoming a sexy mama....like Bonnie~~XD

What would happen if I left the company?
they would be missing me?Or I am the one who's gonna miss them much??
I know I am gonna miss them and the office....my seat...my stuffs...my finger prints on everything I used....*sad*
One thing's for sure...
there won't be anymore free sushi for Loon...
there won't be dancing moments during lunch break with Irene...
there won't be anymore obvious english conversations in the office....
there won't be any songs singing silly time....
*amazed* but then~ I realise they done it better than me...



Loon~you better find yourself a special girlfriend who knows how to make sushi for you, so that you can eat free japanese meals everyday since that's your favourite...if not you will have to spend money to eat them...LOL~and you never have to complain sending me home again...
Irene~you can dance better than me already and I have seen you improved from getting an F to an S in pump-it-up...be confident of yourself and you definitely can get good scores...you used to danced only when I am around...but now u can do it alone with flying colour results...and it's a good thing that I've teached you 3 different type of dance play...
Ching~you have the most unique laugh that I have ever heard...and it's impossible I'm gonna forget that laugh....you have been a good friend and always helped me...and I wonder if I was the one who taught you all the bad things...(like:teasing people make fun of certain things in a naughty way)err...well....all I can do is laugh-out-loud!XD
Agnes~remember to invite me to your wedding ya next time...I am waiting for that invitation card....and I bet everyone is...like usual..."bila la agnes?sia mo dukung anak ko suda ni"
Audrey~eat more ha...too skinny liao...no more xiang xiang talks...but you must be STEADY arr always...XD....saw anyone you interested yet??Ah Loon not good enough meh?? *laugh out loud*
Tasnah~I will be missed hanging out in your room, keep your room in 16'C cold condition ya...so Loon can go hang out there when he's hot...(ROFLOL~Like he's so hot, durh~~)take care of your health ya...don't you dare to skip meals...even if Agnes is not around, you still need to eat ooo!!
Kelly~I love talking with you...you have unlimited topics all the time....and I found that we have similar attitude and style....talking to you always remind me of my friends....be soundful enough to ask for a pay rise if you intended to stay in the company...if not, I wish you all the best in your life....go take up designing course if you want cuz' I know you liked design as well...


I know many is going to be puzzled....why would I left if I liked it here...
well~~to tell you the truth...the main reason is I HATE WORKING WITH FUCKING BITCHES...ooppss~~sorry for the harsh words though....
some of my staffs are "climbing on top my of my head"....

TRY TO RESPECT OTHERS IF YOU WANT OTHERS TO RESPECT YOU
IF YOU TREAT ME LIKE A DOG I'M GONNA TREAT YOU LIKE A BITCH

when I am trying to be the good person, they started to cross the line and pissed me off....
somemore~~she have a close relationship with the manager...and I end up scolded by the manager....and the damn fucking bitch manager rather listen to her!
Imagine this, you been scolded because you were not strict with your staffs....
then you were scolded again for treating your staffs badly and strict to them...
WHAT THE FUCK?!
I am obviously stucked in between!and I hate this kind of condition!!
the thing is...it happened not only once...FUCK OFF MAN AND GO TO HELL Y'ALL~~
I so wanna hit the manager and the staff hard in the face, then crushed them into pieces!
I am so pissed off and it makes me a bad person cause I am cursing everything all day long....
damn spoiled my mood....*pissed pissed*
secondly, I think I prefer studying more I guess...
time for a break from working....man~
I was thinking of going back to take up some studies....
learning something I'm always interested in....Designs....
I missed designing stuffs actually...it's almost a year since I last took up the pencil and draw something out of it....
hopefully my fingers can still dance their way through colours on the paper....Lol~

*take a deep breath* Ahhhhhh~~I started to miss everything now....but it's 3.25a.m,believe it or not....time to get to bed and going to work again at 7.20a.m....
my words will stop here but I will be back to share more feelings and stories....lol~
My bosses are good but too bad my manager had a bad management....
and I had enough of it....