"When is the date of your wedding?" asked teacher Caroline "Don't bluff wor, I know you are in the middle of a relationship, why don't you brought him along today?" said teacher Shirney "Is it the guy who was with you just now?" asked teacher Caroline "Someone told me about your bf already, I just never get the chance to see who is the guy." said teacher Shirney.
All of a sudden I was shot with some "brilliant questions" during my form 6 gathering day~ and guess who was the interviewer? My form 6 teachers. Questions are popping up in my mind instead of answers. Who told them? How did they knew anything? What is the specific meaning behind the questions? Should I answer them?
I thought that if I just gave a common answer, it will be fine. To my surprise, they don't even buy a thing about my "I'm a single lady" statement @.@|| June, thanks for your fact statement, you helped me close the topic when you said "She's telling the truth, I can be the number one witness" I LOL-ed!
Wedding at my age? Nah, I don't want such thing~ I just don't understand why everyone is asking me am I getting married soon....first thing first, do I look like I'm gonna get married soon? and......why isn't anyone believe in me when I said "I'm single."?
Anyway, I saw this awesome video about an awesome proposal online, and thus it made me think bout wedding stuffs~
Imagine how much time and effort have Jesse given in his proposal? I must say that Brianne is so lucky to have this man in her life. This automatically shows his deep love n sincere for Brianne. Money is not everything, and you don't have to spend thousands and millions for preparing the greatest proposal of the year. Rent the whole cinema and insert a short clip between the movie? Propose in the middle of the busy roads while you are in a mascot? Live Broadcast during a famous football match on the big score board screen?
The last thing u need for a proposal is your heart, sincerity, and effort. For me? you can already touched my heart if you put in your love and sincere for me. No fancy stuffs or luxurious preparations, even the slight rememberance of our important days, places and events together is enough to make me feel touched, loved and appreciated.
But sometimes, I do envy others who can have a luxurious wedding, cuz as we all know, nobody wants to get married 2 or 3 times in their life right? We have to do it right and perfect in just one take, it only happens once in your life. So, always think to make it an unforgettable one~
I guessed it's COOL to have a wedding like this huh! hahaha~ (well, I was once an Initial D fan, pardon me but I really love this wedding, and this is actually KKD1 in KK, if you notice the likas area where they filmed this~ haha)
okay.....time for PURE FACTS : 1) I'm not getting married for the time being. 2) I just love wedding stuff, no more than that. 3) I once thought of becoming a wedding planner. 4) I AM SINGLE!
I always have crazy fairytale plans for my future wedding.....HA HA HA, whether it'll be a dream come true or not, let me leak some of my hidden ideas........
"I've always wanted to have a white-horse-back-ride with my husband-to-be in my wedding gown and his wedding coat by the beach." XD
Today, I saw a phrase that goes " The HAPPIEST people do not necessarily have the BEST thing ; they simply APPRECIATE the thing they have"~ I gave it 200% and two thumbs up for this post~
Sometimes, my friends asked me, how come I can be so patience with my handphone. I'm using a very old NK1600, since form 5 or 6 I thinked, which always has been labeled as "the best hardcore phone to throw a dog"~ LOL! it has limited space on the phone, which made me always hard to see a full long length SMS, sometimes I even missed out some SMS. It doesn't even have any MP3 in it, so everytime my phone ring, it will go "TIT TIT" or the classical nokia tune "deng deng deng deng, deng deng deng deng, deng deng deng deng deng"~ *swt*
Even my mum cannot stand with me and always say "aiyo, just take the money and go buy a new phone lar"~ my brother who recently bought a Sony handphone cost about RM 1600~ my eyes went big when my mum actually bought it for him~ I was like "WTF , why don ask himself to save his pocket money and buy it when he has enough money for one?!"
I admit, I was furious at that time. And all those sad memories started to flash back. Ever since when I was young, I cannot get what I wanted for myself. My parents always asked me to think about the cost of the thing before actually buying it, and I ended up asking for nothing instead. So that's why usually I don't buy the things I wanted to even when I have enough money for it. It's because it's UNnecessarily for me. But for my brother, he always get what he wants, and he never think of how hard is it to earn money in life. All he has to do is open his mouth and plead.
Sometimes I cried alone in the bathroom when I'm having my bath, or even in my room. Recently, one of my parents' old friend who has watched me grow up since I was a baby, asked me to go apply for a course with scholarship in UKM. She said it's so wasted of me to get a job at such young age, I should have enjoyed more about student life when I am still young. She wanted me to continue my studies and find a better higher paid job, which the best is a government job~ Why don't she go ask what my parents had did for me few years back? They are the one who forced me to go into form 6, and asked me to let go of art because it will be extremely hard to survive in the art field. And guess what I ended up like now? Art was what my life had been for the past 15 years, it was quite sad when I found out that I have to give up in it and take another path in life which is in the total opposite direction.
I told myself I won't do anything I don like anymore and made myself suffer like what happen few years back. I have once let go of my ART and DREAM as I have no chance to study what I liked. Maybe I should have fight for my right and for the sake of my interest? After time passed, I can't care much about it anymore. All I wanted to do now is to do what I like, I don't want to feel regret after years have passed just because I give up of something I liked for nothing. Looking at my brother everyday, I often think to myself, what would things have been if I was rebellious back then? what will I be doing now? My brother was a bit rebellious and he fight for what he wanted regardless whether it's right and wrong. Is it because of that he actually can get what he wanted? Am I wrong for keeping my mouth shut for all these years?
No matter what it was, and regardless of what happened in the past, it's very pain to think of it. Just look in front and be concern of what is ahead of you. Don't look back at the bad memories of just about anything. I've grown up and I will learn to take charge of my life now, the world is a very cruel place, I have to fight and strive real hard to survive, I fell many times and I felt the pain, but I learned little by little from experience. I can't care so much about the past I only want to live my life to the fullest in the future.
I constantly remind myself one motto "I CAN TRUST NO ONE BUT MYSELF! DEPEND ONLY ON YOURSELF AND DON'T RELY ON OTHERS! "
So, if you asked me why am I always a "happy go lucky" person? my answer is very simple, which is "appreciation", don't blame others; when they are wrong, give them a chance to fix things up. Learn to appreciate more in life, and ask no more when you already have what is in your life. Life is very short so, live your life to the fullest for you never know what will happen tomorrow. You are not judge based on what you have in life, but based on what you have in your heart.
He had his birthday celebrated on the 19th of May, I told him I would spend him a meal. But due to the crazy schedule I have, *LOL*, I only got the chance to come out and meet him on the night of 23rd July, so damn delayed! hahaha! paiseh!
We really went to the mentioned restaurant after Paul answered us "WAGAMAMA LINTAS" in facebook when we cant decide where to meet up. It sounded so funny that time, and yea -.- I was late again like usual -.- *miss tardy*
I wondered....was the theme for the night "Red and White"? It's kinda reddish n yellowish at the same time that night, haha~ I mean the tees n the lighting okay?Weeee~~~ we are having bento for tonight's dinner, so full after finishing the whole thing!We talked non-stop and OMG, it's really been ages since the both of us last met? I'm so outdated about what was going on here n there!
As usual, I'm acting a bit silly? no, for your information, I'm always silly and crazy *LOL* Today's menu was definitely sushi themed~ but I'm not a big fan of sushi actually, cuz i'm used to DIY it myself at home. Sushi is like an everyday thing -.- but due to my lazyness, I rather come out and pay for the food, at least I don have to do everything myself, bcuz it's really tiring! and there's many steps and procedures behind it!Edwin has this really "fancy heart" for trains! he loves the train so much he wished he can just "tapau" the whole thing back home~ well, i admit, it was fun to see it go round and round with sushi on it~ hahaha~ Everytime the train comes, he wanted to take a picture with it~He never seemed to get bored of the moving train~~ Finally, Irene is here! haha, I asked her to come along tonight as I have not seen her in 1 or 2 months already as well? When the camera is in my hand, I constantly snap photos of Irene. Well, you know how I get my "mamarazie" title don't you? *giggles* Okay okay Edwin..... I know you want some SS photos as well..... you admit that you're good looking right? muahahahahaha! Okay.....I know, we haven't met for months and years, it felt like ages! come on, take some photos together?And when the camera is out of my hand, this is what I will do:
"I'll seduce u boy, come here." "Stop looking at me will ya?" "What the......?!" "He's gay........" "What are you doing?" "Edwin, I'll eat u up." Hey? who's that macho black shirt guy who suddenly appear? "Aaahhh, I'm gonna give you a punch if you take another photo of my face" ,who else if it wasn't Paul? Edwin tried to seduce me as well...... But, he failed........"Hey Grace, stop those seducing, I'm gonna poke if you don't.............."UINAH!! Looked what happen when Paul get my camera in his hands! PAUL PUN PANDAI SS BAH! *LOL* When the clock passed 9pm, Paul said that he was so hungry since he haven't had his dinner yet. So Edwin has to leave because Paul will be sending him home after this~ I paid the bill and called it a night, hope you enjoyed your much delayed birthday meal that night! and THANK YOU so much for making me laugh the whole night, it was nice to chat with you. *ahhhhh~~ feeling great after a good facial exercise, LOL*
"When is the date of your wedding?" asked teacher Caroline
