Innocent vs naughty?

Happy Birthday Audrey!!
Sorry I couldn't prepare anything for u, oh well, when you come back to KK, I will try to prepare some home made food lar....

Having a conversation with Audrey always made me flashed back my old self... she made me realized what changes I had in my life, and she is always the one who made me realized I had really changed after all this while....

It always made me think deeply about it....
Is this a good change?
What happen to the old me?
Why am I like this now?
Can I become who I am before?

With all the old photo memories that pop-ed up so much recently in my FB and having some of my friends commented on it, is the difference so obvious? or should I say.....is everything written on my face?

I LOL-ed so much when many of them told me "you looked so innocent when I first saw you last time, but when I get to know you already, you are such a naughty devil"

Sometimes I wondered have all those bad experience in the past made me like what I am today? People do change aren't they? It's a life growing process.... we all learned to grow up when we have overcome some obstacle and especially during the process of recovering from pain and failures in life.
Haha, just pardon me if I have done anything in the past that have offended anyone, sometimes it really made me thinking to go and get wild for once, without any reason~ just to free myself from all the hidden burden~

Well Audrey, chat with you every night do made me reflect and think about a lot of stuffs, afterall, you are just like my mirror. hahahaha~ let's just be what we wanted to be, without thinking what other people might think about us.

Sometimes peoples just don't understand us and they judged others too fast. And what's the point of explaining if people choose to believe the false rumours instead of the facts? What do you know? I don't even have time to explain everything already, sometimes I just let what everyone wanted to think of, I don mind because I DON'T CARE!

LOL, I sounded quite bad-ass and cruel lately, maybe because I got tired of being the good person always, you know how people always say good people always get bullied and stuff like that, well, that's the cruel fact of life nowadays. So, forgive me if I'm wrong, I just wanna let it all out and express myself like I don care no more.