Looked at my handphone, and oh yes again, tuition again after work today =.=
Anyway, that's not the main point....
I got a very weird feeling when I opened my eyes this morning.
I couldn't find a right word to express the feeling.
Did I dreamed of something last night?
My dreams are so random, sometimes it really freaked me out by waking me up in the middle of the night with tears on my cheeks and heart beat pounding hard on my chest.
I totally did not enjoy this kind of feelings as the dream might be a nightmare.
The thing is.....I cant even remembered what I dreamed of.
The most creepy part is.....when a certain thing happen, just then I realized the whole picture was so familiar.......just like I had an early premonition in my dreams.
While I was on the way to work, I spotted a familiar car number plat beside me.
The white car was the car I used to sit in back then, just as I have guessed, it's him.
Haven't seen him in months, I think the last time I saw him was about 9 or 10 months ago? and he is still the same now.
Probably he didn't saw me beside his car, unless he recognize my Myvi.
My feeling grew weirder as it reminds me of some of the old memories, and I wondered if my parents did saw him or not.
Arrived late in office, just when I wanted to scan my card and open the wooden door, the office boy sitting there told me that the stairs to my office is in the process of renovating.
Therefore, I need to work at the first floor for the whole day today.
I felt the weirdness of the situation, as the whole staircase and office is quiet, and if that was what actually taking place, I should have received an earlier notice.
Immediately, I pointed him out "tidak boleh percaya kau ni." and scan my card.
Right at that moment, he laughed out and I laughed as well saying "main tipu saya ah kau. Good morning by the way."
Then, I found something more shocking after I switched on my computer.
Received two links from Audrey's QQ, and she asked me to have a look at it when I'm free.
I was planning to open the link during lunch time, but then I felt bored with the wordings and numbers at 10am.
This is what I saw :
A young guy's suicide case because of a failed relationship.
After reading the news article, I clicked into the deceased's facebook profile. (you know how human are always curious of things.)
This is the link to his original suicide note.
Found out even more info about his life and relationship from his profile and photo album.
Too bad I cant access to the girl's profile as she already closed everything to private.
I cant even access to both their blogs as it's only granted access to invited readers.
But I did found a blog that belongs to a friend of theirs...
Ahh~~ found another blog talking about this case when Howey posted the link in facebook, here you go, and in here you can see the girl's blog!
Anyway, this guy is the same age as me! and his looks, I have got to say, he looked just like a Taiwan Superstar.
As expected, the girl is also very pretty, they both really looked good as a couple.
But sadly, everything have to be ended like this.
I felt pity for him and especially his family members as I was reading and browsing through everything.
The publics are leaving tonnes and tonnes of comments in his FB and you can see it so clearly, because it's everywhere either on his wall post or on his photos.
I don't wanna comment anything, just a word of R.I.P will do.
These somehow reminds me of a blog (I cant remember the web address already) which was shared by Irean some time ago.
Referring to a news of an unexpected car accident who had took away the life of a young guy, leaving his lovely girlfriend all alone so sudden to continue her life.
The blog belongs to the deceased's girlfriend, and I salute her so much, was so impressed with the girl, who fight her sorrows and stand up strong once again after falling down.
Compared with today's news, I've always think that suicide is just not a worth thing to do.
Suicide is clearly not a solution!
Don't you think love is just so scary huh?
Human life is so fragile, we should appreciate with everything we had in life, and move on instead of looking back.
We don't know what has been planned for us in the days to come, no matter what, we need to give thanks and be grateful to our parents for they were the ones who brought us to the world.
Always think of your love ones first before taking an action.
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