what do you know? the last month of the year!! it's finally here....I can't believe 2009 is coming to an end....
It has been a short year.....I wondered what makes me felt like that....but it's a short year this year.....everything just happen in a blink of an eye and *poof* all's over! Ask me how has it been? I will show my answer with a graph and you will clearly see that it has been a bumpy year for me....
Let's do a lil flash back through the year....but probably I cant really remember every little bits and pieces that had happened.....cuz some of my brain functions has somehow blocked parts of it I guess? *alasan*
January'09 =
It was a happy first month of the year....Chinese New Year is at the end of the month....and I received my first bonus after I started working! Great! time to go shopping and everything a girl's does! I spent some of my friends and family....I get my hair perm! this is the first time I am doing perm! and the results was pretty! I loved it! Chinese New Year this year was not as happening as years before as my grandmother passed away a week before CNY.....my dad was even sad this time compared to my grandfather's funeral a year ago.....I met my long lost uncle in the funeral which I havent met since more than 10+ years ago.....Reunion dinner during CNY is more quiet than ever~
February'09 =
Month for the couples....14th Feb is the one day all couples are waiting for and that's when I first met Yang......it's the first time I having lunch with a bunch of single guy frens.....and actually received gifts frm them....you all are so sweet! went to Kent's birthday bash at Cempaka Sqaure during the night....first time going in a karaoke pub sort of place....first time drinking chivas.....and went home for the first time at 3am! Thanks to Ah Loon who drive me home~
March'09 =
Calvin's birthday is up! went to play roller bladding with him during his birthday....and it was my first roller blade.....it left a dark scar at my left ankle which I think will not dissapear.....it's still clearly seen even til this day.....we went to Water world the next day.....it's my first time going to Water world.....and I do not knw how to swim! swt~ this is the month where Yang actually asked me out for lunch for the first time.....and it's also when I accidentally met Jonathan who is Xiao Pei's boyfriend......an unforgettable accidental meet up I will never forget....
April'09 =
The month where my love story started....met with my form 6 classmates after not sure for how long....I got my white Vincci watch from Yang on Easter day....went to Tanjung Aru on 19th Apr after 10+ years.....and got my hands held by a guy for the first time by the sea...everything was so sweet and I like it when everything took place at the beach which is my favourite place to be! walked together by the sea and have our first picture together taken.....I met his mum as well! which was really fast! Audrey's birthday was at the end of the month, thanks to her we had a great dinner by the sunset~ and that was when I share my first kiss with Yang.....the sweetest month of the year~
May'09 =
I made sushi for the first time for Yang....it's our first month old together...and he loved it...great! and it's the first time we share our sunset walk by the beach after work~ it was sweet....First time went to the animal park in Lokawi! although it's not as big and nice as those in peninsula but it's still a place for family in Sabah....First time went to Kundasang! It was a really pretty place!! I loved it so much I was thinking to come for a stay here at the year end....the air was naturally cold which was awesome! I got a positive feedback for my job interview in Mamee-Double Decker, YES I am changing my job!016-8302870 & 016-8302871, it was the numbers that I picked for days just for the both of us....wow~ i cant believe I am actually using postpaid for the first time~
June'09 =
I started LCCI lvl 1 part time in KCC....cant believe I really took up account course.....My last month in Kadar Mobile S/B....Having fun and fooling around in the office the whole time....shop for formal clothes with Yang...i cant believe I'm gonna wear formal clothes to work after all.....Last time celebrating colleagues' birthday together in KMSB and last time dealing handphone's work with bosses,colleagues and staffs.....a farewell to my crazy work life~
July'09 =
Started my new job! It was hard in becoming fully independant at everything....i have to do,face,deal,solve everything at my own now.....got a nice new boss~! breakdown for the first time in front of Yang~ things went out of control between us we almost break up~ Went to Sutera Harbour Sunset run with Yang and it was the first year I had a partner for the run! Went to Salut with Yang, Jojo and Xiao Pei~ I don like seafood and this would be the first time I am eating this much of seafood I guess....I received the second gift from Yang which is a teddy~ I love it!
August'09 =
Irean's birthday and I was invited~ went to New Emperor's Restaurant with Yang...I took up driving lesson and went to the KPP class....cant believe I am learning to drive FINALLY!.....I was asked to attend a company training in Malacca....it would be my first time boarding an aeroplane....I was so noob in the airport! First time leaving Sabah and first time being in peninsula and of course....first time in Malacca! ate their famous ball chicken rice which taste so good even when I hated chicken rice so much~ Packing the old office and the company is moving to Towering! didn saw Yang for a week and we actually break up on 31st August~
September'09 =
The saddest heart breaking month of the year~it's my first major break up~ everything just went apart..... Do we really love each other? or am I the only one who love him so much? He try to fix things up but end up breaking my heart twice.....it's over~ all my friends from every direction of the earth suddenly appear and give me the strongest support ever~ his birthday was in this month and everything that I had in mind just vanished....I still wanted to see him so much! Memories and events keep flashing back no matter where I went....I have sleepless night everyday, all I see in my dreams is him, my tears can even reach or more than 1 litre~ my appetite went from 100 to 30~ drastic changes in my daily routine made me changed throughly~
October'09 =
My birthday is up and I have done nothing for preparation! After a killin' month I realized I put down a lot of things and doesn really care what happen around me anymore.....Start making myself busy with everything I do....start going for facial treatment....planning and inviting for my up coming 21st birthday dinner~my shopping month....I turned 21! and it's the first time I received so many gifts in just one night! Thank you all!
November'09 =
LCCI examination is here and I think I wrote crapz on my answer sheet.....Saw a very pretty white tourist ship by the harbour~ it was so nice from far I bet it's nicer from near~ it's the first time I sat at the first row watching a movie in a cinema....once is enough because it's damn suffering!
December'09 =The bussiest month of the year! I have so many things to do....and so many things to plan! gatherings here and there...calling up people and meeting up~Bao bao is back in KK!Yay~ time to get crazy and have fun~ Hobbycon2009 is here! but too bad I didn take part in it!Weddings are everywhere~ apparently love is in the air~I got my review on work and I finally finished my probation! Christmas month! totally many programmes and activities up lining for this year's christmas~ First time joining Lui Kim Chock's yearly christmas party, going to GCC's new auditorium for the christmas celebration, counting down to christmas on christmas eve, one borneo day with mum on christmas~ Got my hair dyed for the first time! start having driving lesson! Counting down to new year 2010 on new year's eve night!
I hardly felt any days and times in the year 2009.....felt like it has just flew by just in a blink of an eye! Am I getting old? people always said we will feel time flies when we are getting older~ good memories and bad ones? all were in year 2009.....I had a lot of stories.....and not to mention, tonnes of experience.....thanks to what had happen throughout the year....it changed my thinking, made me grow up, and certainly made me know more about the outside world and human relationship.....things are not as simple as it looks like out there.....you are not living alone on the earth but with people all around you~ No one is perfect so don't expect people to be 100% at all times....people tend to do mistakes and that's how we learn~
2009 started with happy and sweet days.....ended with sad, heartbreaking and bitterness was felt~ Let's try to forget and let go of all the unhappy events....keep all the good ones....memories will always stay and the pain will recover soon....I hope 2010 will be a better year for me......and hope that it brings me new hope and luck~ Gimme back the confidence and trust in myself! Time to reborn and restart my life!
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