This is how everything started.......
"Ini Grace ka? ur fren intro me to you? I'm Alan, nice to meet u~ XD"
"I'm sorry, who's Grace? I think you got the wrong person cuz there's no grace here"
"are you intro by my fren that Grace? well, good morning ms Grace, I'm intro by ur fren tat Alan. may I knw how r u today?"
"lol. yuan lai you work in VIP room one. ok, I order them register me that room~ XD"
"I'm not working there, I stayed there! ba ngam la, I got a queen size double bed there. ask them tambah barang for another roomate then u can move in d"
First date? or first PUMP together?
"OMG so many people there. I hide far far tu cuz too many pros"
"haha. no need hide. coz the machine change position d, so play also no one see, except me.haha"
"ur ghost disturbing you ar? cham lo"
"he keep on call me non stop eh....help me!!!!!!"
"lol~ how to help u? he is an annoyer! have girlfren d stil wanna disturb other girls. Just ignore him."
"u think wat u wan eat d?"
"dunno wan eat wat o, cuz I eat depends on my mood geh. and I am choosy in food =="
"lol. not see eat wit who meh? haha~ XD fast think ba, i'm coming"
Feelings started to emerge and pour out bits by bits.....
"so early back, not yet date you hang gai tu~ XD"
"I no car back ma, so need follo dad lo, meh early back loo"
"haha. jus now have shock u o not?"
"shock me wat?"
"jus now I said chase u ar. I'm shocked with you tiam. u said hao ar, shocked me ;P"
"haha, I wont shocked de la. cuz I always noty n playful de la.....say wat also not serious de"
"if real? u run liao?"
"wat u thinking? yesterday u lo.........."
"me wat?"
"u.....argh! really wan me say?"
"you don say I wont knw?"
"u ba.........make me.......make me.......make me........yesterday so early back.....make me miss u only"
"ya lar tu.....I don believe"
"OMG u don believe me, that's y I keep sms u"
"I don wan so early, but if come d how?"
"come liao then let it come lo?"
"but someone no respond le, very teruk if me only"
"It's not that I don't wanna start a new relationship, but I wondered myself if I have really forgotten everything and put down my previous relationship yet. Cuz sometimes I still wake up with tears in my eyes after dreamed bout him. My heart doesn felt like accepting a new relationship so soon as well as I am scared of the heart broken thing~ It's my stupid heart problem, I just don't understand why I still care and think of him after all this while....felt so helpless and pathetic"
"Man man lai ba, have to open mind one, mine very terrible liao, she meet my mum, but finally wat can I do? try to release it. that time I'm very sad, I ask her out for the last time to the seaside. I try to save everything cuz wat she told me was no more feel, instead she had a new bf there. she was holding firm to her decision, so I have to put down, I was thinking to walk kk around, but I didn't coz I pumped the whole nite. I ever heard fly say when she no mood, she will go to pump. so I try it too, abit work for me, but tat day lucky my fren accompany me..."
Our first movie - OLD DOGS.....
"I will go hunt you! XD"
"I will hide and you wont know where I am~ XD"
"you believe this world very small? should say KK very small~ XD"
"ya wor~ I believe~ No matter where I went sure will met someone familiar"
"example - me XD"
"You remembered we always saw each other in CP de mer?"
"Ya I remembered~ since last time you love to play [love is a danger zone] you know wat is my favourite?"
"how are you going there?"
"to tuition? my dad send?"
"you? not coming centre?"
"got class?"
"u said u come geh?"
"no? haha see you in 15 minutes~ XD"
"zzz. Take lunch together?"
My only wish is to see you everyday....
"I wan be the different one ma. ada discount ka? ah hahaha~"
"No discount or what so ever, no such things as bargain ar~"
"nvm ba, I'm not worry bout have o not. I jus look and keep wat I promise"
"That day ngam ngam no class, I terus go town find u pump eh"
"Wa,I meh lucky? Then this week le? maybe unfortunate?"
"This week already let you come my office accompany me eat lunch, then accompany me pay bill lagi, ngam lo~ ganti balik the weekends liao lo"
"Aiks, mana cukup? wan breakfast lunch teabreak dinner supper with you everyday, haha~"
"LOL~ then you move here to my house lo"
"good idea, but afraid my luggage together with me til ur home, ur parents holding broom waiting for me T.T"
"Tu la, take care of yourself ma, u wan someone help u take care of u ar?"
"haha~ I'm just like a big baby who only knows how to play"
"don jus knw play, need take care of ur health la. later someone keep worry tu"
"who is this someone o?"
"ya someone else, u knw i knw la. haha XD"
"I dunno wor, need you tell me leh"
"then you rather don knw ba, let that someone worry u"
"ok ba, then I play even more, sengaja let that someone worry me kao kao. XD"
"someone treat you like that you wan treat yourself like that meh. drink more water k, let the heat drained out from your body"
Please~ I am scared I might.....
"don't treat me so good"
"why"
"don't put so much hope on me, I am not worth for you to do so"
"I trust myself"
"I don trust myself, I trust no one. I don have any trust nor confidence at all"
"don worry you got me"
"I just don wanna let u dissapointed in the end"
"I wont give up so easily and it's impossible for me to give up before even trying"
"why me? i don't get it. why are you always so confident?"
"my answer will still be the same. Because I trust myself and I choose to trust you"
"sob sob, i just don understand them"
"don cry don cry, your prince charming is here"
"my prince charming is everywhere but not even one is here"
"sad"
"why sad"
"cuz every guy also your prince charming"
"I have many prince charming but I only have one lao gong zai"
"got people don wan recognize lor"
"sad ler, quarrel with parents again for one simple little thing"
"remember! tomoro will be more better. let the sad go with ur shadow, we must look forward because happy is coming"
"So how was your consideration?"
"what consideration?"
"to become my girlfriend?"
"someone told me he willing to wait?"
"how long could that be?a year?"
"yea?"
"sigh"
Flirt? Seriously? drama? or for real?
"copy right fee! =.="
"you teached de ma, no need pay de lar. if need me pay ar, then u need promise not to pay for my everything wor, including food, drinks, movies, bus fares, tokens and everything else...."
"cannot promise o, even promise also no use. need sign contract. hahahahahahahahahaha"
"what contract?"
"lao gong contract~haha XD"
"swt, where can sign that de! after sign liao u meh spend more than this =.="
"no! no! no! that job not you do de! you have other job in mind"
"what is tht?"
"accompany me la, be my lao po zai la, play with me la, date with me la, eat with me la, spending every moment with me la, no time for you to be camera gal de. XD"
"Don worry, let you knw my secret weapon! XD"
"what secret weapon?"
"Wait til it can be used then you will know. wahahahahahahaha XD"
"Aiks, you wan give me heart attack ar. I am in danger now"
"Don worry, you are safe now, you say 9 months ma......after that......hahahahahahahahahaha"
"wat 9 months o.....pregnant meh?where got discount such things de. no bargain one"
"kejap ada discount kejap pura pura lupa sana, jangan paksa sia guna senjata rahsia ku~ wahahahahahahahahahahahahaha"
Do you like surprises?
"where you hide o?"
"I go down a while"
"yer~ wan make me miss you only"
"got so many pumpers there ar.....you wont miss me de lar"
"who ask me started to miss you already if i didn saw u here"
"you pandai miss me de mer"
"ya. that's why u saw me macam wan fall down and cant concentrate when I saw u near~XD"
"what pura pura o, cannot jia jia one, only can zhen zhen o jia lun"
"I hide from you then you knw o"
"don hide me ba, I wan stick wit you everyday you wan hide me lagi"
"Got people give me surprise lor. I scare liao"
"who ask you this bad gal wan make me worry, then I meh give you surprise lo"
"yai yai saja that person"
"who's that, later that people cham"
"alan lo..."
"who is alan lo? alan wong, alan chin, alan tai, alan au i noe la"
"ish~ ask me zhen zhen jia lun then sendiri jia jia there"
"I am jia lun ma, of course pandai jia jia de. you like him kiss u ka?"
"Ini Grace ka? ur fren intro me to you? I'm Alan, nice to meet u~ XD"
"I'm sorry, who's Grace? I think you got the wrong person cuz there's no grace here"
"are you intro by my fren that Grace? well, good morning ms Grace, I'm intro by ur fren tat Alan. may I knw how r u today?"
"lol. yuan lai you work in VIP room one. ok, I order them register me that room~ XD"
"I'm not working there, I stayed there! ba ngam la, I got a queen size double bed there. ask them tambah barang for another roomate then u can move in d"
First date? or first PUMP together?
"OMG so many people there. I hide far far tu cuz too many pros"
"haha. no need hide. coz the machine change position d, so play also no one see, except me.haha"
"ur ghost disturbing you ar? cham lo"
"he keep on call me non stop eh....help me!!!!!!"
"lol~ how to help u? he is an annoyer! have girlfren d stil wanna disturb other girls. Just ignore him."
"u think wat u wan eat d?"
"dunno wan eat wat o, cuz I eat depends on my mood geh. and I am choosy in food =="
"lol. not see eat wit who meh? haha~ XD fast think ba, i'm coming"
Feelings started to emerge and pour out bits by bits.....
"so early back, not yet date you hang gai tu~ XD"
"I no car back ma, so need follo dad lo, meh early back loo"
"haha. jus now have shock u o not?"
"shock me wat?"
"jus now I said chase u ar. I'm shocked with you tiam. u said hao ar, shocked me ;P"
"haha, I wont shocked de la. cuz I always noty n playful de la.....say wat also not serious de"
"if real? u run liao?"
"wat u thinking? yesterday u lo.........."
"me wat?"
"u.....argh! really wan me say?"
"you don say I wont knw?"
"u ba.........make me.......make me.......make me........yesterday so early back.....make me miss u only"
"ya lar tu.....I don believe"
"OMG u don believe me, that's y I keep sms u"
"I don wan so early, but if come d how?"
"come liao then let it come lo?"
"but someone no respond le, very teruk if me only"
"It's not that I don't wanna start a new relationship, but I wondered myself if I have really forgotten everything and put down my previous relationship yet. Cuz sometimes I still wake up with tears in my eyes after dreamed bout him. My heart doesn felt like accepting a new relationship so soon as well as I am scared of the heart broken thing~ It's my stupid heart problem, I just don't understand why I still care and think of him after all this while....felt so helpless and pathetic"
"Man man lai ba, have to open mind one, mine very terrible liao, she meet my mum, but finally wat can I do? try to release it. that time I'm very sad, I ask her out for the last time to the seaside. I try to save everything cuz wat she told me was no more feel, instead she had a new bf there. she was holding firm to her decision, so I have to put down, I was thinking to walk kk around, but I didn't coz I pumped the whole nite. I ever heard fly say when she no mood, she will go to pump. so I try it too, abit work for me, but tat day lucky my fren accompany me..."
Our first movie - OLD DOGS.....
"I will go hunt you! XD"
"I will hide and you wont know where I am~ XD"
"you believe this world very small? should say KK very small~ XD"
"ya wor~ I believe~ No matter where I went sure will met someone familiar"
"example - me XD"
"You remembered we always saw each other in CP de mer?"
"Ya I remembered~ since last time you love to play [love is a danger zone] you know wat is my favourite?"
"how are you going there?"
"to tuition? my dad send?"
"you? not coming centre?"
"got class?"
"u said u come geh?"
"no? haha see you in 15 minutes~ XD"
"zzz. Take lunch together?"
My only wish is to see you everyday....
"I wan be the different one ma. ada discount ka? ah hahaha~"
"No discount or what so ever, no such things as bargain ar~"
"nvm ba, I'm not worry bout have o not. I jus look and keep wat I promise"
"That day ngam ngam no class, I terus go town find u pump eh"
"Wa,I meh lucky? Then this week le? maybe unfortunate?"
"This week already let you come my office accompany me eat lunch, then accompany me pay bill lagi, ngam lo~ ganti balik the weekends liao lo"
"Aiks, mana cukup? wan breakfast lunch teabreak dinner supper with you everyday, haha~"
"LOL~ then you move here to my house lo"
"good idea, but afraid my luggage together with me til ur home, ur parents holding broom waiting for me T.T"
"Tu la, take care of yourself ma, u wan someone help u take care of u ar?"
"haha~ I'm just like a big baby who only knows how to play"
"don jus knw play, need take care of ur health la. later someone keep worry tu"
"who is this someone o?"
"ya someone else, u knw i knw la. haha XD"
"I dunno wor, need you tell me leh"
"then you rather don knw ba, let that someone worry u"
"ok ba, then I play even more, sengaja let that someone worry me kao kao. XD"
"someone treat you like that you wan treat yourself like that meh. drink more water k, let the heat drained out from your body"
Please~ I am scared I might.....
"don't treat me so good"
"why"
"don't put so much hope on me, I am not worth for you to do so"
"I trust myself"
"I don trust myself, I trust no one. I don have any trust nor confidence at all"
"don worry you got me"
"I just don wanna let u dissapointed in the end"
"I wont give up so easily and it's impossible for me to give up before even trying"
"why me? i don't get it. why are you always so confident?"
"my answer will still be the same. Because I trust myself and I choose to trust you"
"sob sob, i just don understand them"
"don cry don cry, your prince charming is here"
"my prince charming is everywhere but not even one is here"
"sad"
"why sad"
"cuz every guy also your prince charming"
"I have many prince charming but I only have one lao gong zai"
"got people don wan recognize lor"
"sad ler, quarrel with parents again for one simple little thing"
"remember! tomoro will be more better. let the sad go with ur shadow, we must look forward because happy is coming"
"So how was your consideration?"
"what consideration?"
"to become my girlfriend?"
"someone told me he willing to wait?"
"how long could that be?a year?"
"yea?"
"sigh"
Flirt? Seriously? drama? or for real?
"copy right fee! =.="
"you teached de ma, no need pay de lar. if need me pay ar, then u need promise not to pay for my everything wor, including food, drinks, movies, bus fares, tokens and everything else...."
"cannot promise o, even promise also no use. need sign contract. hahahahahahahahahaha"
"what contract?"
"lao gong contract~haha XD"
"swt, where can sign that de! after sign liao u meh spend more than this =.="
"no! no! no! that job not you do de! you have other job in mind"
"what is tht?"
"accompany me la, be my lao po zai la, play with me la, date with me la, eat with me la, spending every moment with me la, no time for you to be camera gal de. XD"
"Don worry, let you knw my secret weapon! XD"
"what secret weapon?"
"Wait til it can be used then you will know. wahahahahahahaha XD"
"Aiks, you wan give me heart attack ar. I am in danger now"
"Don worry, you are safe now, you say 9 months ma......after that......hahahahahahahahahaha"
"wat 9 months o.....pregnant meh?where got discount such things de. no bargain one"
"kejap ada discount kejap pura pura lupa sana, jangan paksa sia guna senjata rahsia ku~ wahahahahahahahahahahahahaha"
Do you like surprises?
"where you hide o?"
"I go down a while"
"yer~ wan make me miss you only"
"got so many pumpers there ar.....you wont miss me de lar"
"who ask me started to miss you already if i didn saw u here"
"you pandai miss me de mer"
"ya. that's why u saw me macam wan fall down and cant concentrate when I saw u near~XD"
"what pura pura o, cannot jia jia one, only can zhen zhen o jia lun"
"I hide from you then you knw o"
"don hide me ba, I wan stick wit you everyday you wan hide me lagi"
"Got people give me surprise lor. I scare liao"
"who ask you this bad gal wan make me worry, then I meh give you surprise lo"
"yai yai saja that person"
"who's that, later that people cham"
"alan lo..."
"who is alan lo? alan wong, alan chin, alan tai, alan au i noe la"
"ish~ ask me zhen zhen jia lun then sendiri jia jia there"
"I am jia lun ma, of course pandai jia jia de. you like him kiss u ka?"
Lao gong lao po contract?
"no, lie on bed, wake liao still man man lai."
"wah~ you same with me de o....I queen of lai chuang one~ then already knew will late still man man lai"
"like that baru match to be couple ma"
"ya lo~ next time got two tardy person lo"
"but someone don wan recognize leh"
"Tu la~ must be that someone didn ask properly and not ngam timing one"
"OK, I ask properly seriously clearly confirmly plus confidently! Grace Kam, would you mind to be Alan Au's girlfriend?"
"what happen to the 'I willing to wait one year' thing?"
"dunno, nothing happen"
"ok la~ then i will anggap nothing happen, i didn hear anything"
"yer~ I'm serious u still play play there~ hurt me saja =.="
"Just now morning a bit moody de. sorry if my words macam hurt bao bei ar"
"no lar. no hurt pun. the way I talked also no passed brain de. I am sorry too if my harsh words somehow hurt your feelings ka...."
"haha. din la. I'm stone heart one XD"
"walao, then your heart cannot be stolen de lor?"
"haha. my heart cannot be steal, only can use key to open XD"
"camm, sure very hard to find the key. i don have any either"
"you don have the key cuz you are the key XD"
"wah~ I am the key? then I can simply go and open any hearts lor like that"
"no. the key very useless to others, coz only can open mine"
Remembered I mentioned "Sarah's leng zai and Bridget's semi leng zai" before this? Well, it turns out that they were best frens in PUMP..... Sarah's leng zai was Lee Kuan Yung while Bridget's semi leng zai was Alan Au.....Back then~ I still remembered we always hang around in funsquare just to see them dance.....now, It still got me a hard time to believe that Bridget's semi leng zai has actually become my baby boy~
So, what actually happen to the "I am willing to wait one year" thingy?
30th January 2010, when we were in the bus heading to Centre Point~
"Wear your cap, take your bag, and gimme your hand~ Once I took it, you are mine and I will never let you go"
That's the official moment! XD
"Not for me. one month, nine months, one year or two years is the same~ If you said you need time to know me. I rather said why not give time for us to discover each other together? Give ourselves a chance to trust again. Do not let someone in the past who doesn knw how to cherish us, affect us and lose faith with someone who really cares."
This is the one line that makes my heart melt and give in......hunn~ I choose to trust in you~
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