Sorry~ I didn't mean to......

"Don't eat junk food, not healthy, eat me! muahahahaha"
Err, things are getting weird....starting from this conversation....
I thought I was the one who would always said like that because I'm used to talking crapz to everyone, but when people meant it for real, it doesn sound right anymore....

Things were going "owh too well" previously....until one day, the conversations between us are getting weirder n weirder, well, at least I found out something is wrong....At first, we were just advisor partners, due to the problems arising in both our own relationship....we were both having hard time coping with things, therefore, we keep each other motivated and holding on strong by giving advice and sharing some life stories....we were hanging out more and more often, and we both loved to eat! hahaha~

Anyway, we were sitting down and having a drink when suddenly the conversations started to go off to another pace, I have to say a big "NO"~ *hopefully he understands it* then he said "OK" *thank God he is so understanding* We talked things out and I realized I acidentally did it again~ T.T

So Soooorrryyyy, to him and all the other people who got the same misunderstanding as well.....

I don't usually fall easily for someone, the way I treat everyone is the same....maybe I'm too opened in talking, or being too naughty in it, but I called everyone "darling" and "babe"~ sorry if my way kinda be so wrong for you all.... I'll become playful almost with everyone, and when you knew me well, you'll even find out that I can have a bitchy slutty mouth sometimes.....It only happens when I am single lar ok, I don talk like this when I am owned! *gosh*

Is it because after I got my single life back, and everything just turned another way? my single life is when I am at the wildest stage~ I am just who I am, being what I am, don take life seriously cuz it will be so hard to live in it then.... I got my way of thinking, sometimes it's annoying and so wrong for other people who see it in another way, but pardon me, I know what I am doing..... and at least I am not doing anything wrong, it's just my way of enjoying life~

She is right, people just don understand us..... and we always got ourselves in the middle of misunderstandings.....I really didn't mean anything at all....sorry if I had done any mistakes.....we tend to be close to guys easily cuz of our attitudes and behaviours, nothing more than that, it's seriously not because that we liked you or something.....if we happened to fall in love with someone, you will notice our behaviour turning a full 360' degree round and became someone else~

Probably it's time to change a lil of myself, to avoid more misunderstanding in the future, people changed to become a better person, hopefully I can do that as well, I always "hurt" people accidentally without noticing, which is not a good thing~ even I have a hard time trying to understand myself, it's like I'm the weirdest unanswerable puzzle of all~

I don't wanna lose a nice friendship because of a misunderstanding, it's just not worth of anything~